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  • A Conversation with Slug Rug | Interview

    April 22nd, 2025

    As I was working on a college radio playlist series for my radio station, I received an email about a band in the IU area. I plugged into the band’s music as I was leaving my home in Indiana. While the EP was a sweet three songs, it encapsulated so much more. Named Slug Rug, the band consists of sibling duo Audrey & Keegan Priest. I shared their experience of growing up in Indiana and got to pick their brain on their latest self-titled EP Slug Rug. Enjoy the conversation the three of us had on-air at UCLA Radio below!

    This interview was conducted by Chloe Gonzales (DJ Adderall Spritz) in studio at SoCal college radio and has been edited for length and clarity.

    Chloe Gonzales: Introduce yourselves!

    Audrey Priest: I’m Audrey! I sing, write songs, and play rhythm guitar.

    Keegan Priest: I’m Keegan, Audrey’s brother. I play guitar, we write songs together and do some production.

    CG: Thanks so much for coming on UCLA Radio and ugly hug! Are you guys in Bloomington right now?

    AP: Yeah!

    KP: Right now, we’re on our first little tour, we went to Michigan and then Chicago, played a hometown one in Bloomington on Saturday, and we’ve got one last show tonight. People have class today, so we’re working around everybody’s school schedule at the moment.

    CG: That’s an aspect about a college band. I’m glad you mentioned the tour because I was going to dive right into that. You guys have recently been going on tour in the Midwest for your newest EP, Slug Rug. How has that experience been, especially as a self-supported duo?

    AP: It’s been awesome! The shows that we’ve played so far have probably been my favorite shows that we’ve ever played. And I think part of that is because we’ve never really gotten to play so many shows so close together, which we can really feel the progress of us getting better every night and being more comfortable as a band. It’s definitely been a little tricky. We don’t have a van or anything so doing shows with six people and traveling with everybody is hard, but really fun.

    KP: It’s felt like one super long sleepover, which I can imagine if you’re doing it for six months at a time, by then end, it can be pretty excruciating. We all feel pretty tired already but it’s great to go to new places and meet people who’ve never heard of our music each night. A cool way to meet people in real life.

    CG: It must be nice having an audience listening that doesn’t know your stuff like tapping their feet or something and be like, “Wait, this is kind of good. These cats are cooking!” That must be satisfying.

    KP: We love playing in Bloomington with all of our friends, and all the people that are most important to us are here. But we play 13-14 shows a year here and eventually the same people are coming every time. So it’s great to have new people listen to us and get that in-person feedback.

    CG: And you’ve been playing alongside other bands. Have there been any memorable moments with them?

    AP: The first show we played with a band, Racoma, which was really fun, just because it was kind of hard. It’s been a long time in the making and a Bloomington show fell through. And so we were lucky that they asked us to play with them. That show is a really good encapsulation of how nice people were the whole weeknd. Racoma specifically were just so nice and everyone at the venue who put on the show were so nice. We had a lot of people come up to us after and were just so nice.

    CG: And how did it feel like performing these newer songs live compared to recording them in the studio? Did playing them in front of an audience change the meaning or energy of the song?

    KP: I think what’s interesting about the three songs that are on this EP is me and Audrey were a studio project for a really long time. It was mostly us writing songs together on a computer. I go to school at IU, particularly the music school, so I met a lot of audio engineers and a lot of them became band members and frequent collaborators. But these three songs were songs that weren’t just Audrey and I sitting down at the computer and writing. We played them live for a year before we started recording them, which I think really shows in the arrangement. And so at this point, I think we’re ready to move on. Honestly, we’ll probably play some of them for a pretty long time, but we’ve already got a lot of new songs written. It’s been fun to play the new stuff and it’s fun for people to know whatever the “old stuff” is because people in Bloomington have been hearing it for around a year. 

    CG: That’s nice that you’re in the music school, to be able to be surrounded by people who can help you out and foster those connections!

    KP: I don’t think our project could exist the way it does without a lot of people who are multi-disciplined, whether that’s in different instruments or production or audio engineering, because all of that stuff is really important to us. And I think a lot of our members who play with us in the live band and who play on the record, they all have their own studio projects too. So it’s like a universe now. We’re playing on each other’s stuff and influencing each other’s stuff. I think this record in particular is a beautiful amalgamation of all that.

    CG: You guys have like a little scene going on there. It’s like the Asheville scene of MJ Lenderman playing with Indigo De Souza and then him doing his solo stuff and also then playing for Wednesday. And they’re all kind of coming up together. I wonder and hope that will manifest for you guys. 

    AP: That’s exactly what we were talking about on the way to Chicago. I was talking about that with Ethan, our drummer, and Ella, who’s been touring with us this weekend, about how those are some of our biggest influences. And just talking about how special it is to have that, having a community like that in general. I think it’s really special.

    CG: Having that community, does it ever feel like you can bounce ideas off of each other? And if so, does it ever feel like an echo chamber of the same things?

    KP: I think we are all interested in similar genres of music. Audrey and I like to say that there’s a good level of friendly competition and I think that just really pushes us to just go that one inch forward. It’s been a positive reinforcement most of the time.

    CG: Before we dive into your EP, I wanted to talk about you guys being independent. As independent artists and especially as college students, how do you navigate all of these roles of marketing, managing, et cetera?

    AP: Keegan is really good at organizing everything!

    KP: I think it can be really tough. There are certain weeks where I have school coming up and most of the time, to me, Slug Rug takes precedence, like it has to get done. I really enjoy the booking and marketing and making everything as cohesive as possible. Both Audrey and I grew up both obsessed with records and how they come out. I also worked at the radio station here for four years, WIUX, and I think I’ve learned a lot about booking and event planning and just general promotion. I’ve thrown a bunch of gigs in my life and being the booker and then being the bookie, I think I’m able to understand both sides of the process. And so I think it’s going to be a while until I give up.

    CG: Very hard-headed, I like that. It’s very tiring but rewarding.

    AP: Not that we’re even anywhere near that level of having someone be able to book for us. But if that were ever the case, the thought of someone booking a tour for you and telling you this is where you’re going on this date sounds kind of scary to me.

    CG: Oh yeah, having that control previously and then giving that up, it can be scary. What has been the biggest challenge about being self managed? And what has been the most rewarding part?

    AP: I think something hard about being self managed, maybe just being any kind of band or musician in this day and age, is that there’s just so much access now to the internet for everyone, which I think is the best thing in the world. Everyone can make music, consume music, and everything’s on streaming but it’s also one of the worst things in the world if that’s something you want to make your living in. Just because there’s so much out there, I think it’s really hard to find something or put yourself out there for people to find.

    KP: I also think when you’re self managed, a lot of the times you get an agent or something. And the benefits of having one is that you’re co-opting a bunch of connections. And I think when you’re self managed, every single interview, every single band you play with, you have to be forming that connection. Your network is only going to get bigger if you work on it. Even getting this interview, a lot of the time you have to spend shooting shots in the dark and the ones that worked out are the things that end up helping you in the future. It’s a numbers game.

    CG: Having connections is the biggest thing. It doesn’t even matter if you’re qualified, if you know someone you can get your foot in the door.

    KP: Don’t mean to make it seem like we don’t care about the music, because that’s obviously the most important thing. But we can try our hardest, we can put everything into this, but at the end of the day, a lot of hard work comes in the before and after the fact.

    CG: 1,000%. I also wanted to delve into your EP. It’s a three piece: “Lighter Fluid,” “Oh Man!,” and “Teenage Symphony.” I enjoy all the names of the songs, they’re very fun. Before we break them down, can you describe each in three words and give them a color?

    KP: Lighter Fluid – Epic, progression, bite – Pastel yellow

    AP: Oh Man! – Growing up sad – Maroon

    KP & AP: Teenage Symphony – Spring, lush, encapsulating – Bright blue

    CG: Random, but do you guys have a color scheme for Slug Rug? Is it green?

    AP: It kind of turned into green, yeah!

    KP: I think that’s what just happened? And I think Audrey and I are both interested in nature and stuff. I think nature definitely plays a role in our aesthetic and our sound. So I think by proxy it’s going to be green.

    CG: Go green!! Let’s dive into these songs, first off “Lighter Fluid” – how did you guys conceptualize it? What’s the story behind it?

    KP: I’m really interested in this movement in Manchester called Madchester with artists like Happy Monday and The Stone Roses, it’s just like a blend between alternative rock music and dance music. And I think the demo in different stages of it is more Madchester than others, but I was interested in the conception of the song. Like how can we make a dance song but still have it be explosive and powerful? And I think it’s a thing we utilize, a songwriting tool we utilize on all three songs, which is we just jam a lot. I think that’s a by proxy thing of really enjoying playing live with each other – we have extended instrumentals and jam sessions, so the breakdown at the end of “Lighter Fluid,” I think that’s one of our favorite things we’ve ever done.

    CG: “Oh Man!”?

    AP: I’d say this was our first band song. I wrote it during winter break our freshman year and sent it to Keegan and the whole band. And we were like “If anyone wants to think of parts for this, we can maybe play it live!” And we had rehearsal, and everyone was like, “Yeah we can try it out and play it live. We already played this together,” and we were like, “Wow, this is awesome!” So it was probably the first song I’d written with a band in mind. I mean with our last EP, like Keegan said it was totally a studio thing. Obviously we wanted to play it live, but we’ve only done a couple of live shows as a band in the years prior. I definitely wanted it to be a big wall of sound type song, which I think is what it ended up being.

    CG: “Teenage Symphony”?

    KP: So I think naming is an interesting part of our process, because I think we derive a lot of enjoyment in naming, but I don’t know if we can sit down and explain our process. I think a lot of the time it feels right, even if the song, like the actual word, has no association with the song or how it’s written. I just think that the way words sound or how they look are just as important as their meaning. And we just think it’s fun to name things, but I’m always curious about how Brian Wilson went crazy after Sergeant Pepper. If you know about The Beach Boys, he ended up working on the Smile album, and the Smile Sessions ended up coming out later. And I was just obsessed with the quote about how he’s making a teenage symphony to God. It’s just really interesting that a grown man is making a piece of art that’s supposed to be transcendent, or like it makes you feel like a teenager. And this was a bit on the nose, but one of my favorite songs ever is “Teenage Riot” by Sonic youth. So it was teenage to those two things, and I thought it would have been on the nose to stylize it like teen space underscore age symphony. SO we ended up just going with “Teenage Symphony.” But I think that’s a cool anecdote in a way that we think about naming in general.

    AP: And I like this song so much, because usually we write a song and name it or Keegan shows me instrumental and I write melodies. But this song, Keegan made the instrumental and I was like, “I really want to name it this.” So with that name in mind I tried to think of a scenario that made something that was really formative or important to me when I was in high school, when I was a teenager.

    CG: I love that so much. The backstory for that one, that’s sick. In general, does the songwriting come first or do you work on the instrumentals and then it comes to you through there?

    AP: I think the best thing about Keegan and I is that it’s equally both. I think on these three songs, it was really 50/50 mix of sometimes I write a song completely and its guitar and me singing, and then Keegan will add literally everything else, the band will add parts. Or sometimes Keegan will come up with an instrumental and I add melody, lyrics, and maybe a couple of new parts.

    CG: That’s beautiful. Do you think you have some sort of sibling telepathy?

    KP: I think it’s a nature versus nurture thing. I think we were raised by the same two people and grew up in very similar environments and had very similar entries, that I think other people don’t understand my aesthetic the way Audrey does. I think we’re all kind of homogenizing that way. But I still think that Audrey, in this case, understands my intention for a certain part more than most people would.

    AP: I also think Keegan is more detail oriented and I’m really big picture indeed which I think makes a lot of sense. I’m more of the song as the whole, writing out song structure and melody, and Keegan is better at adding the parts, hence why he’s also an audio engineer.

    CG: That’s super cool. I also wanted to dive into the inspiration picks that you guys have been listening to during this era. Keegan I see that you have Kero Kero Bonito back there [in your room]. 

    KP: I can talk about her, especially that album I think I put “Visiting Hours” on that playlist. I really like it because it’s so video game influenced, and playing video games growing up is very important to me. I think that they do a good job where you’re taking these nostalgic instruments and tonalities, and especially on that album, it’s practically a noise pop album. There’s awesome electric guitar layers and solos. Some of the songs at the end of the album are just static and also simultaneously very twee. Audrey and I love different variations of twee or pop music with light girl vocalists. I don’t know if it’s a direct influence but for both Audrey and I we like the way the album sounds, where it’s fusing electric guitars with synthesizers.

    CG: I know you guys also put on George Clanton, which is popular here at UCLA Radio.

    KP: George is making these super 90s influenced walls of sound with electronic instruments but doing it with a dance flair. Him and Hatchie, and a band called Wishy, they all do a very niche sub genre of 90s music that we really love.

    CG: We also love Wishy here, oh my gosh.

    AP: They’re from Indianapolis!

    KP: Which is where Audrey and I grew up.

    CG: Speaking of Indiana, since you guys are from there, has that influenced your songwriting at all? Just the experience of growing up there?

    AP: We were lucky to get good concerts there, but I didn’t really know of a great music scene in Indianapolis.

    KP: I think there’s something beautiful about living in the Midwest and the Internet age. I think if we grew up in NYC, Chicago, or LA, we might have become part of scenes a lot earlier in our lives. But I think being in the Midwest and being with people who like cool things, I think that spawned interesting cool things, but really not having a scene. I think it turned me especially more towards the internet, where I was able to find totally different types of music than people around me.

    CG: Nice! Last question, shout out WIUX, but here at college radio people who have shows on the air have DJ names. What would y’all’s DJ names be?

    AP: This is good because Keegan is a DJ.

    KP: Both Audrey and I have had shows on WIUX. I like DJ Superstar right now.
    AP: Oh I see, last I heard it was DJ Keegan. I don’t have mine but my radio show name is called Fork and Plate and I do it with my roommate and we say that she’s fork and I’m plate. So I’m going to say DJ Plate.

    You can listen to Slug Rug’s self-titled EP out everywhere now!

    Interview by Chloe Gonzales | Featured Photos Courtesy of Sug Rug

  • trust blinks., Hiding Places and Tombstone Poetry Share Split EP | Premiere

    April 18th, 2025

    Last week, a band I had been interviewing told me that the only relevant means of music categorization is region-based. It came up amidst some anti-genre discourse, and the take was less a blanket statement of “every band from Pittsburgh is making an identical style of music” way, and more so rooted in the touching impacts of community on art. I found myself marinating on that take heavily as I listened to this split EP by Tombstone Poetry, trust blinks. and Hiding Places, three bands who share ties to Asheville, North Caroline. Their timelines in the city do not boast an identical alignment, Hiding Places is now a Brooklyn based project and trust blinks. has only been in Asheville since 2023, yet an element of community touches and binds the entirety of the listen, creating a through line amongst a series of personal reflections and guarded thoughts. 

    We recently got to ask trust blinks., Hiding Places and Tombstone Poetry a few questions regarding their individual tracks, collaboration on this split and the impacts of community in Asheville, North Carolina.

    trust blinks. is the project of Ethan Hoffman-Sadka who has been releasing under the name since 2021. Following the last LP Turns to Gold (2024) and two collaborative singles, Trust Blinks. returns today with two new songs, “Body Keeps Score” and “Dirty Dishes”. On “Dirty Dishes”, trust blinks. reflects on a childhood unblemished perception of the world from the thinned-out lens of adulthood. The tectonic gaps between a life where “astronaut” is an attainable path and a life where you co-exist with a roommate’s neglected mug in the sink are bridged in a rusty haze of lived in guitar and tender vocals, untethering the track from the extremes that it explores to establish an experience that leans a bit further into emotionally ambiguity. The weathering impact of lived experiences is a theme that trickles over on “Body Keeps Score”, where trust blinks. examines how hardships can only promote growth if we choose to not be defined by them. Tombstone Poetry makes an appearance on the alt-country leaning track, the initial contrast of Hoffman-Sadka’s brittle and delicate deliveries followed Burris’ sharply melodic twang ultimately filtered into one through a stunning moment of harmonization. 

    This is not your first split release, having collaborated with other artists like liverr, new not shameful and Suggie Shooter. Now with this 3 part split, even including Tombstone Poetry on one of your tracks, what does this kind of collaboration, and/or pairing, bring out in the music that you create? What do you take away from experiences like this?

    Lately, I’ve been trying to collaborate with as many of my friends/inspirations as possible. I love so many different sounds it’s hard to keep track haha. With each split or mutually created song I think I pick something new up along the way whether it’s a new skill/interest or even the realization of what I don’t like. I haven’t been really feeling a succinct sound lately so I’ve been enjoying going with the flow and doing one-off tracks instead of albums. I’m always looking for ways to force myself to not take it all so seriously- which ironically takes quite a bit of work for me.

    There is a lot of depth in these songs’ complexion, for instance, “Body Keeps Score” leans into the more alt-country style and “Dirty Dishes” embraces that more slow and harsh soundscape that filled past projects like Turns to Gold. When it came to the sonic build of these songs, was there anything new that you wanted to try? Any ways you challenged yourself with these recordings? 

    As cliche as it sounds, it’s been hard to resist leaning into the sounds of the South since I moved here. I wrote both of these songs around 6 months ago and just recorded little demos of them for Youtube without any much thought about what genre they were at the time. When it came time to really record them they both seemed to naturally gravitate towards different sounds. I knew I wanted to record Dirty Dishes with my friend Luna (Total Wife) and the goal in doing so was definitely to channel The Pumpkins, MBV, Lilies, Acetone and so on. I wrote Body Keeps Score with Caelan (Tombstone Poetry) in mind to sing on so I think I kinda built the song up around the sound of their voice I had in my mind. I’m still pretty new to incorporating instruments like banjo, violin or pedal steel into mixes so I think I struggled a little more with Body Keeps Score when it came time to record that one. I realize I still have quite a bit of work to do when it comes to genuinely approaching songs that are a departure from the usual wheelhouse haha.

    “Dirty Dishes” floats this theme of growing older and becoming more despondent to your surroundings. What was the significance in the imagery you chose? Is there a thematic throughline with the grappling that “Body Keeps Score” goes through? 

    I really like when any art comes from a really simple place. I think Dirty Dishes’ lyrics came really naturally in that sense. In adulthood I find myself so manic and wrongfully attuned to inconsequential details like the noise or messes my roommates make. I probably was in the middle of some mental stupor and took a step back and realized how sad it was that our worlds become so much smaller as we grow older. The line ‘you could clean them but they’ll still pile up’ is all about how there’s always some new problem or fault I find with something or someone. I’m working on that!

    With Body Keeps Score there is not really as much imagery going on. I just liked how those words paired together (from the book) and made a little play on the words. The lyric, “If the body’s been keeping score I’ve gone undefeated since I was born”, kinda says it all. I think sometimes I take pride in my hardships in an unhealthy way. Hardship can definitely help us grow but not when they become an aesthetic thing or a script we rely so heavily on.

    Did writing and recording these songs help you feel more present in your day-to-day, especially when pulling deeper meaning from the mundane? 

    I think I gravitate towards writing lyrics as if they are mantras. In that sense, writing these songs definitely helped me feel a little lighter. It’s always nice to consolidate a philosophy or feeling into a 3-minute, materialized thing that you can say goodbye to. As for recording these songs, I can’t say they were as enjoyable. I started that process after Hurricane Helene and six months later I still find it hard to get into a certain flow. The prospect of sitting at my desk was and still is extremely daunting and at some point, I just had to set a deadline so I could let myself move on. I’m not as happy with Body Keeps Score (it feels a bit dramatic/forced) but I’m excited to take some space and work on new stuff/potentially approach recording the song again in the future.

    Now a Brooklyn based band, Hiding Places began in Asheville as the project of Audrey Keelin, Nicholas Byrne and Henry Cutting. Following the 2024 release of single “Pulp”,  Hiding Places returns today with two new songs, “Unfixing” and “Flooded Island”. Though the notion of a “bedroom” track is technically rooted in lack, there is often an impalpable depth and level of untouched emotional ruminations in music created in one’s own space. Amidst a circling fog of delicately layered vocals on “Unfixing”, Hiding Places simulates an unraveling of skepticism and preoccupation cushioned by tender, glistening guitar. This authentic “bedroom” quality spills over onto “Flooded Island”, which maintains a wispy sense of solitude as Keelin’s syrupy vocals sift through overbearing thoughts during a quiet shift at a woodshop. 

    There is a great deal of focus towards different sonic textures in these songs, but especially on “Unfixing” with its building layers and the roles the landscapes played on the track. Where did you challenge yourself in crafting this soundscape? Did the build up of instrumentation come naturally with the songs’ intentions? 

    Nicholas: So these two songs from Hiding Places came as from songs from our first album that we’re done recording now, and basically realized, hey, we need to fit this album on a record, and these two songs stuck out as having their own sonic qualities that work together, and we thought it would be fun to release them early on this project.

    Audrey: I feel like I want to preface this by saying that these two songs were built from demos that I made in my room alone. They just both have that sort of energy to them, so I think all of the textures that we incorporated in this and essentially almost everything on this recording that was built on these bedroom demos, we’re just kind of experimenting and seeing how we can make them Hiding Places songs. And these songs were arranged and produced during the same time that we were arranging and producing and recording the entire album that’s going to come out sometime soon. But they set themselves apart because they are more like bedroom recordings, and they are just softer and more delicate and songs that we don’t really play live.  They have this more experimental energy to them rather than like, you know, this is a song that we arranged as a band in the practice room, and this is a song that we play live, and this is a song that we get out a lot of energy with. But to more accurately answer that question, the song’s intention was just experimentation, just trying to get out a feeling. It’s honestly indescribable, and that’s why we make music.

    Lyrically, there are phrases on “Flooded Island” that lean into that imaginative imagery that you have used in the past to grapple with more adult themes, as was the focus on your prior EP, Lesson. In what ways did utilize this type of writing to bring out themes buried within these songs?

    Audrey: Flooded Island was a song that I wrote while I was working in a woodshop in Chapel Hill. I had a lot of free time because there were often times where there was nobody there and I could just make my own stuff, and sometimes I would use the job site radio to mix my demos in the woodshop. So I think that that song for me is imbued with that memory. Also just imbued with the memory of working my ass off in general, especially working my ass off to move to New York. That song I wrote before I moved to New York and I was just thinking about how much hard work it was going to be to move here. It’s also just like witnessing other people overworking themselves to survive.

    This is one of the first Hiding Places’ releases where you are all once again in the same spot, but now living in New York. Has that shift in location changed the way you approach and interact with how you make music? 

    Audrey: I think that the move to New York has actually completely changed Hiding Places’ sound as a whole. I think that these songs and some of the songs that are on the album kind of mark an end of the remote Hiding Places that we’ve known for four years now. It’s kind of bittersweet, but I’m very, very happy that we live in the same place now because we can arrange music together and play it together and try it out and add new parts and test what feels most fun and exploratory live. With the shift in location though, I think the main thing that has been really revolutionary to Hiding Places is Michael Matsakis and recording and arranging with him. Having him produce some songs and play keys and organ and bass parts and even guitar parts in some songs, he’s just so tapped into this endless stream of creativity and curiosity that I admire so much and I’m so lucky to be around.

    Nicholas: Audrey made these demos in North Carolina before moving to New York about a year ago, and we recorded the rest of the parts of the arrangements in New York, so I think they exist somewhere in between sonically, which has kind of been the story of the band so far. Now with Audrey in New York, though, we have the opportunity to play a lot more and write together here, where previously our process has been building on top of demos that either Audrey or I bring to the band. There are several songs on the album that we wrote from scratch together, so we’re kind of evolving how we build songs and sounds. It’s always funny, I feel like a lot of the songs we’re releasing were made a couple years ago, so it sounds different than the things that we’re writing now. But I think these are especially cool songs because of the way that they are really crafting a soundscape and are rather ethereal in their atmosphere.

    With origins in North Carolina, this split album has its soul based in the South. Now living in New York, in what ways do these songs connect you back to Asheville and the way that that community functions? 

    Audrey: I appreciate that you asked about Asheville. It’s extremely meaningful for me to be making music and being in the same scene still with people who live in Asheville because it’s where I grew up and it’s where I feel like it’s the scene that raised me as a musician and also just as a person. I felt disconnected from it for a while ever since I moved, but the fact that I can come back and feel at home again is so encouraging and it makes me want to just keep making music and being in that community and being inspired by that community. 

    Nicholas: We just played with Tombstone at Trans-Pecos here in New York, and it was really fun. It’s really cool to blend these worlds, North Carolina and New York, of people and place and music and taste!

    Watch the accompanying music video for “Flooded Island”

    Since 2021, Tombstone Poetry has been forging a musical identity that paints a certain country warmth onto alternative rock and noise heavy walls. Following the 2024 release of their LP How Could I Be So in Debt, Tombstone shares singles “Ignition” and “Bender” today. “Ignition” presents as the most upbeat track on this release, attesting to Tombstone Poetry’s knack for molding shame-drenched confessions into buoyant hooks and twangy warmth. “Bender” adopts a darker soundscape, though both tracks cut deep into reflections on substance abuse and the impact of addiction on relationships. 

    Through feelings of heartbreak and sabotage, was there a specific theme that towed the line between these two songs? What did you find yourself embracing when bringing out these songs? 

    I think as I continue to write about things like heartbreak, I find more solace in being brutally honest. The general theme of broken relationships (both platonic and romantic) has been a defining characteristic of Tombstone songs for a long time. I think with Bender and Ignition, the songs are not only honest but defeatist in the hopelessness of the lyrical themes. In picking them as the songs for the split I decided to embrace that feeling and have these two sister songs stand together. 

    As “Bender” becomes this haunting infiltration into the lives of two individuals, how did you play with the concept of a bender and heartbreak taking on similar roles in your lyrics? 

    Bender is a pretty straightforward song about drug addiction. It’s somewhat dramatized but the feeling of being at the mercy of your vices but wanting stability in a relationship was my point of view in writing it.

    “Ignition” and “Bender” take on two different sonic build ups, yet hold on to that alt-country style that your music has set its roots into? Was there anything you wanted to do to challenge the way you work as a large instrumental unit on these tracks? Did you try anything new? 

    We recorded both of these tracks completely differently than anything we’ve done before. Usually we go into things as a unit at a studio, but with these two me and Lawson Alderson pieced them together in our home studio, bringing in different members of tombstone and guest musicians. It was a very fun and different experience to collage the songs together.

    What did it mean to you to hop on the track “Body Keeps Score” with Trust Blinks. for this split? How did that collab come to be and what did you gravitate towards on that song? 

    It was a blast! I love Ethan and have been playing music with him since he moved to Asheville. We just got together one day and bounced some ideas off each other for vocal parts and it all came together.

    You can listen to the split EP of trust blinks., Hiding Places and Tombstone Poetry on the bandcamp page of I’m Into Life Records, as well as order a cassette tape!

    Written by Manon Bushong | Interview by Shea Roney

  • Sleep Habits Reflects on New Single “Antique Mall”, Announces New EP Mourning Doves | A Deep Dive

    April 18th, 2025

    Today, New Orleans-based staple Sleep Habits, the recording project of Alan Howard, is sharing his new single “Antique Mall” as well as its accompanying music video, premiering here on the ugly hug . “Antique Mall” is the first single from Sleep Habit’s upcoming EP titled Mourning Doves, out on May 10th via Kiln Recordings. As a whole, Mourning Doves finds Sleep Habits in a very reflective state, bringing old songs up to a new light, one of warmth and maturation, as Howard continues to push himself as a deliberate and enduring songwriter.

    Setting its own pace, “Antique Mall” fills the room with warm, layered strings, reserved drum fills, chicken pecked piano notes and noticeable deep breaths as Howard leans into the open space that him and his collaborators occupy. Written years ago, it feels fitting as this track was dusted off and given new life, something resembling a piece of who he was, as Howard learns in real time how to accept the memories that feel so distant. The music that comes from Sleep Habits has always been a point of reflection and curiosity, but “Antique Mall” is very absorbing, redefining the sounds, feelings and beings that we can take inspiration from in our own daily experiences.

    We recently got to ask Howard a few questions about “Antique Mall” and its accompanying music video, discussing the weight of memories and what it means to mature. 

    I know you’ve been sitting on these songs for quite a while now. How does it feel to have “Antique Mall” be the first track in this collection to see the light of day?

    You know, it feels nice. It feels interesting to put out songs that, at this point, I almost have personal and emotional detachment to because they’re so old. It’s been interesting revisiting this song in a new frame of mind. I think I’m able to see it a bit deeper, to see more meaning out of it than I thought I was even when I wrote it. 

    A bit wiser now, huh? 

    I guess, I don’t know [laughs]. I have almost an outside perspective on it at this point. I think I learned, this song especially is a good example, that a common trope I use in my songwriting a lot is using a physical space as a symbol or a metaphor for something bigger. This song to me, what I was getting from it listening and recording it years later, was making me think about how being in some certain physical spaces can trigger certain memories and evoke things in you that you might have forgotten were even there. It’s a comforting feeling to realize that they’re still a part of you, even though you have to kind of move on from them and make space for new stuff as well. To me, an antique mall symbolizes that in-between spot, where you’re simultaneously holding onto stuff and getting rid of it.

    To me, the word antique either resembles preservation or shelved and forgotten. Now that you’re a bit wiser, did returning to this song reframe the way that you approach these memories and the way you feel and experience?

    Yeah, it actually has for sure… I’ve kind of been able to move away from the nostalgia-ness of it, where, like before, I was thinking about how I’ll never get to experience that again and how sad that kind of feeling of wishing I could go back can be. Whereas now it’s great that that had such an impact on me and shaped who I am now, and I’m thankful that I even had those experiences at all. I guess that’s just how maturing is a little bit.

    With this EP specifically, you’re experimenting with some new recording techniques. Were there any bits of that new experimentation that helped to push this song along?

    Definitely, I think that just collaborating with other people definitely helped. The setting that I chose to record in was such a chill environment. I was just hanging out with friends pretty much, but we were working on recording this song. Tyler [Scurlock], who lives in Gentilly, has this beautiful house with this living room that has wooden floors and panoramic windows and a nice acoustic piano. I intentionally chose that spot because I knew that it would just have the vibe that I wanted to be in. I knew that I wanted to be in a space that would add some kind of sonic character to the recording, and also Tyler’s just chill and down to help whatever vision I have come to life.

    Tell me about the music video and the idea behind that. Is this a familiar place to you? Have you been to this antique store?

    The footage is actually from a bunch of different antique stores. They’re all places that I had been to before, and the idea behind it was just wanting to incorporate that. What I love about antique malls is how they have homed all these little things, almost like dioramas, set up unintentionally. There’s just all this shit together in a way that I find so cool. It kind of made me think of I Spy, because I love those books a lot and I wanted to try translating that idea into a video. I’ve never been great about coming up with a video that has a story or anything like that, and I don’t feel super comfortable behind the camera, so this felt like something that I could really achieve.

    You can listen to “Antique Mall” out everywhere now and can soon pre-order Mourning Doves via Kiln Recordings.

    Written by Shea Roney

  • Marguerite Shares Music Video for “larger now II / current” | Music Video

    April 18th, 2025

    Today, LA-based group Marguerite has shared with us the new music video for their song “larger now II / current”. This song sits as the endcap to their most recent EP things we found released back in 2024 via partnering with Pleasure Tapes. The music video for “larger now II / current” resembles a narrative based on singer and songwriter Katya Urban after she traveled back to her hometown of New York City. Finding a bike on Randalls Island, Urban then bikes all the way to the other side of the city to Coney Island, bringing light to growth after grief and how presence and memories can be intertwined in the process. 

    “You should know I’m larger now I’ve come to see / Even when you’re far away you’re here with me” lingers with a commanding vulnerability as “larger now II / current” plays with a steady hand, showcasing a band that can utilize both harsh tones and layered textures as Marguerite pushes forward with thought out and enduring melodies. But as the song breaks off, following a timeline set between two distinct markers, where she is now and the memories that she holds close, Urban and co. play to the tension and release of those two ends as they are being pulled closer together with each searing guitar and dynamic intuition.

    About the video, the band shared, “throughout her journey, she is followed by a larger projection of herself on the horizon, literally “larger now” than her current self. When she completes her journey, she is greeted face on by the large version of herself and she settles on the sand to reflect and surrender to the water. By revisiting familiar places tied to different moments in her life, she comes back to herself and finds solace in her surroundings, despite navigating grief. This video is an ode to her late father, who taught her the great gift of how to ride a bike on Randalls Island, and the city that shaped her early life.”

    Watch the music video for “larger now II / current” here!

    You can listen to things we found out everywhere now, as well as order a cassette tape via Pleasure Tapes.

    Written by Shea Roney

  • towhead Trusts Their Instincts on New EP Hollow Earth | Debut Profile

    April 17th, 2025

    towhead is the Oakland-based project of Walker Price, who recently shared the debut EP from the project titled Hollow Earth. The three-piece, made up of Price, as well as lj Canonizado and Finn Palamaro, wring out the grit collected within their elongated soundscapes, prioritizing their intuition to form these edged grooves and hazed environments that carry through with reserved intensity. Although only four tracks long, Hollow Earth grips your focus for almost half an hour, playing out a dramatization of the mundane, the shifting dynamics that choreograph our lives, almost always unbeknownst to us in the moment. 

    We recently got to ask towhead a few questions regarding their debut EP as well as what they have planned for what’s next.  

    Photo Courtesy of towhead

    How did this project come to be? What is your relationship as a creative unit and how do you utilize that in the music you make? 

    towhead started as a bedroom pop / folk project a few years ago — i started playing shows under the moniker in 2021, but we didn’t start playing as a band until about a year and a half later. lj and i met in college, and finn and i met through music (i also play in their band called new not shameful). our relationship as a creative unit is definitely an extrapolation of a solo project, with me writing the songs and then spending some time with them before sending them to the band. we’ll experiment with arrangements for a little while before making any decisions. i feel super lucky to be able to make music with the two of them, there’s little that needs to be talked about when we’re working on songs, we end up on the same page nine times out of ten.

    Originally beginning as a bedroom pop / folk project, what brought you to make a meandering and dynamic collection of songs like Hollow Earth? Was this an avenue that you always wanted to explore? In what aspects did you challenge your comfort zone while exploring this sound? 

    i think more than anything it was time. i used to have a really feverish approach to making a song; i would write a song, let it fester for maybe a week or so, and then record it to tape or on my laptop. with these songs i forced myself to be more intentional with my writing, and set out with some semblance of an idea in my head when i’d write. that idea would often end up blurred and only tangentially related to the finished work. i’ve also found myself listening to a lot more ambient and experimental music in the past 5 years, and thus gravitating towards writing songs that don’t necessarily depend on traditional structures. i think i’d kind of been using that as a crutch, and once i let go of it i felt a lot happier with and connected to what i was writing.

    From what it seems, towhead has been playing shows frequently since you began back in 2023. How much are these songs influenced by your live performances? Did any of the songs go through changes the more you would play live?

    oh absolutely. all of the songs on hollow earth have existed for a long time, and as we play together it helps us get a feel for what works best in what part. all of our songs are pretty long, and as we continue playing them we’re a little more able to take a step back and figure out when that length is the right fit for the song versus when it’s borderline gratuitous. i’ll also swap out lyrics a lot as we play live and continuously try to edit. the screams at the end of the last song (“witness”) were actually an improvisation at a show we’d played like a month before we recorded which i ended up liking enough to record.

    As your debut EP, how did you want to approach bringing hollow earth to life? What kinds of things were you personally hoping to bring out of these songs? 

    i’m always reluctant to record and release music. I hate self-promotion and I find it really daunting to try to make a static, immutable, ‘finished’ version of something so personal and so constantly in motion. The impetus to record came from the fact that both finn and lj are leaving the bay area within the next few months, and we wanted to have a record of this iteration of the project. Brad [Lincoln], who engineered the ep, wanted to capture as closely as possible the sound of us playing live, and we only added a few overdubs after the fact. 

    Did documenting this iteration of towhead bring any comfort or confidence to making this EP happen, as you said you are reluctant to record and release music? 

    definitely! i think if anything it paints the recordings as an etching of the love i have for finn and lj. regardless of how i felt about the recordings (which, to be fair, i do feel proud of in and of themselves), we all have a sort of time capsule. it was a massive part of shedding that feeling of dread enough to actually undertake the recording process. 

    What can people expect from towhead going forward? 

    i’m doing a solo tour on the east coast next month with finn and their partner emily’s project imy3, we have a small west coast tour in the works for the summer, and there are a few songs on the back burner that we’ll hopefully be able to record together before the two of them move. beyond that, the project is going to continue, albeit with lineup changes. there is always stuff in the works, and ideally it’ll take less time to come to fruition than hollow earth did.

    You can listen to Hollow Earth out everywhere now, as well as purchases a cassette and CD copy of the EP.

    Written by Shea Roney

  • Making Magic with Favorite Haunts | Interview

    April 16th, 2025

    There are elements within our environment that operate through layers of chaos. But it needs to be clear that chaos isn’t innately ugly, and as a matter of fact, Favorite Haunts continues to prove with each release that chaos can be an inherent source of comfort to an individual that finds themselves in the middle of it all. The way we look at a colony of ants from our height appears chaotic, yet functions as a collaborative and productive society that takes care of all. Chaos can be the inner workings of a kitchen, preparing the most lip-smacking food you’ve ever had, made at the hands of a sweaty, rag-tag team of chefs and line cooks working between smoke breaks. Chaos is the collection of noises, the rustling of brush, a dealer’s choice of bird species and the wings of a bee making acquaintance with your ear that orchestrates your favorite natural sceneries. But it’s in this chaos, when you take the time, where you can define the many happy accidents that create something that has never been experienced quite like this before.

    Favorite Haunts is the recording project of LA-based artist Alex Muñoz, who has been releasing art under the name since his initial recordings back in 2020. With an extensive collection of albums, including some from the Favorite Haunts Sewing Circle (a live group configuration of LA creatives), Muñoz makes an effort to build a unique life within each collection of sounds that he discovers, honoring each happy accident as if they happen for a reason. Favorite Haunts recently released their latest album titled Floral Pedal, finding Muñoz sharing his most reflective and collaborative piece of work to date. After finding a floral designed loop pedal, “covered in a thin layer of dust and weighing as much as a brick”, the way in which this pedal opened up new layers of understanding – what are the stories from which these sounds may have been coming from – became strikingly influential to Muñoz throughout the process.

    Floral Pedal is a beautiful collection of recordings, building little intrinsic settings from found samples and intuitively formed instrumentation. It’s also a strikingly intense album, not in any kind of sonic display, but rather from the strength of presence, following an individual’s ever shifting connection to the environment that surrounds them. It’s a meeting of ghosts, the old and new relationships in our lives, of indescribable beauty and momentary memorial lapses. Even the thin layer of dust becomes a lens of discovery into a different place – who we are and who we may be if the bigger picture was as easy to shift as the dust that we hold – that even our existence itself is a happy accident worth celebrating. 

    We recently got to talk to Alex Muñoz about Floral Pedal, discussing how the record came to be, finding inspiration in whatever is around you and embracing the magic that is right in front of us. 

    Tell me about this floral loop pedal. Where did you find it, what were your first experiences with it and how did it come to shape this record?

    For a while I had been wanting to get a loop pedal to try improvising live after seeing Dustin Wong play a couple shows around LA, and was inspired by his way of looping guitar live. I had been wanting to change up my live set from strictly samplers to incorporate more guitars since some of the music I’ve been making/releasing lately is getting more guitar based than my previous ambient/sample based stuff. This past December, a buddy of mine from Colorado was selling some pedals on his instagram stories and I saw he was selling the Line 6 DL4 for a good price, so I decided to buy it! The DL4 was the loop pedal I had my eye on the most, since I’d seen some of my musical heroes using it here and there; Lightning Bolt, Nick Reinhart, Battles, etc.

    It’s such a unique piece of gear with so many interesting features, like it’s supposed to mainly be a delay pedal, but people use it as strictly a looper mostly. It has a function that speeds up the loop or slows it down, depending on the mode you record it on, and combining loops at different speeds can create an amazing array of shimmery, melty, twinkle-y sounds! It also has a reverse function (with 2 different speeds as well), and has a button to play the loops manually, kinda like a sampler! These are things I discovered while messing around with it and watching YouTube videos to learn more, haha.

    The very first thing I recorded with the pedal was the track “thru the woods”. It started as just another doodle/test, and the loop sounded cool to me, so I recorded it and kinda kept adding layers to it as the track progressed. There are about 3 or 4 different guitar riffs in that one track, that are just layered on top of each other until it sounded full and nice to me. I just used the voice memo app on my phone propped up to my amp to record it (along with all the main loops on the album). Those cool little functions really helped shape the sound of the album, they’re all over the record.

    I was very intrigued by the singular word you used in parentheses when describing this pedal – the word magic. What parts of these recordings would you say came from magic? How do you interpret that word in your relationship to creativity? 

    I believe music is magic, like, it comes from the weirdest, most colorful parts of the human brain and brings people so much comfort and connection. It’s a very spiritual/holy thing to me. I’m not a trained musician by any means, everything i’ve learned is by ear or picking up from friends and other musicians along the way, I know very little music theory and cannot read music. So when I’m working on a track or improvising, and I play something by accident that ends up sounding cool, it almost always piques my interest, so I run with it and use it. To me that is magic, that accidental note or sound wanted to exist and found a way to use me as a vessel to escape into the world. I’m here for it and love that way of interacting with music and art as a whole. I’m super into “happy accidents”. Happy accidents are what this album is pretty much made of! I also believe that layer of “dust (magic)” were little particles from another place I had never been to (Colorado), that might have found their way into the DNA of the music, physically and spiritually. It was covered in adventure and the essence of Colorado!

    That’s so interesting! What parts of these songs felt like your own adventure? Living vicariously through this dust, did this project influence your personal ideas of presence and environment? 

    It’s funny you say my own adventure, because while recording the album, I started to slowly imagine this surreal and psychedelic adventure using the song titles, possible track order, and sounds of each track. The “floral pedal” is kinda this loose concept in the story, but I was thinking of it as a colorful little glowing magic box that emits nice music, that our main character finds on the ground near the entrance to the woods while riding their bike. They decided to put in their backpack, thus being the catalyst for the whole adventure. So the story kinda sprawls out from there and forms a loose narrative. I’m inspired by a lot of folklore and also adventure stories, like The Odyssey by Homer, and how the classic story structure and tropes find their way into modern storytelling. Like for example, with the movies “O Brother, Where Art Thou” & “The Warriors”, etc. I wanted to create my own fairytale adventure type story to dive into, and let my imagination run wild while recording. I actually haven’t really told any of this made up lore to anyone other than to a couple close friends, and now y’all here! I hope to maybe make a little zine or something later, to go deep and explain what every track means! That’ll be fun I think. It would all be too much to explain here, so all I will say is, it’ll be a surreal fantasy adventure and the song titles are basically the theme of each “scene” from the story. Sorry if that was kind of a detour from your question a little bit, haha

    Were there any ways in which you approached this project differently than in the past? Did you want to focus on any new techniques or challenge yourself where you were already comfortable? 

    Yeah absolutely, I approached this project in almost an entirely different way than other projects, except maybe my previous album “Music from Big Green” which was recorded on my phone and mixed/layered via SP404. I started recording these loops on my voice memo app in January, just as a way to document the ideas, and I was only really planning on maybe just making a little EP out of it and that’s it. Then I just kept recording more and more of them, and having fun with adding samples and other stuff. It just kind of blossomed into this garden of accidents and colorful little pocket symphonies. After having a large collection of recordings on my phone, I started feeling like maybe I can add more to these recordings. I reached out to my friend Johnny (The Fruit Trees) who I have collaborated with in the past and is also a member of my group Favorite Haunt’s Sewing Circle, because he had offered after hearing some of the recordings, to maybe overdub some saxophone or clarinet. I liked that idea and recorded a new track for him to play over which became the track “Mystery Spot/Enchanted”. It kinda grew from there and we ended up working on adding more elements to the entire album together. I like working with him because I think we are both sometimes reading each other’s minds, and know exactly what to do next. We’ve shared creative epiphanies more than words at times when working together, which is cool and special to me. I recruited more awesome friends (Fletcher Barton, RJ Wilks, Stress Actual) to overdub various instruments to more tracks, and it really started to feel like it was becoming this living breathing organism of an album.

    Around the time of recording I was also listening to Pet Sounds a lot, so you can probably tell where my head was at during this time. Like, “let’s add everything we got to this thing”, and getting excited about it when we listen back to it after recording. I felt like a kid making a fort with my friends or like when people band together to make a huge Rube Goldberg machine in their backyard. This process was still totally new to me at the time, and it presented me with more creative ideas than challenges I’d say. The way I made my music previously was honestly more challenging and sort of limiting at times. I would usually use a lot more samples and some phone recordings still, then put them all into my SP404 sampler and kind of use it as a workstation, slowly layering things on top of each other. That process takes forever but I think it helped me learn how to make something with limited gear (I usually don’t use any DAWS). 

    What sort of paths did limiting yourself lead you down? Was it a challenge for you to limit what you used?

    Having those limits early on has definitely pushed me to want to branch out and try making music differently. I’d been making my music using that sampler method since about 2019 or so. Since then I’ve interacted with so many different musicians that have inspired me with the ways they write and record their music. It all just looks so fun, and my old method was starting to bore me a bit, because the music I have been wanting to make has been evolving. This project started as just me making lofi beats in my room in 2019, using pretty much only samples, and not really showing them to anybody. Now it’s really expanded, and I’m collaborating with more people, and things have felt a lot more free with how I can express myself and get creative through this project. I think I was feeling pretty stuck around this time last year, with what I wanted to make, how it sounded, and how I wanted to make it. I’m really glad I kept making things regardless of all those feelings, and I’m really grateful for where I’m at creatively and for the folks who have found my music thus far and told me they resonate with it. I think the biggest challenge for me overall was actually letting go and letting the music have a life of its own in the world and other people’s worlds, since this project started as such a private thing for me to occupy my time during the pandemic. You are actually also the first person to ever write about my music, which means a lot to me, and realizing where I am in my music life now really reminds me that I’ve grown a lot since my socially anxious pandemic hermit days.

    You offered a long list of names and ideas that you gave gratitude towards for making this record happen. In what ways do you interpret inspiration for these recordings? 

    Inspiration is all colors to me. Like, the type of reverb used in my favorite song that week is one color, the meal I ate for breakfast that morning is another color, a movie I saw a couple days prior is another color. It all sort of comes together for me while making something, either consciously or subconsciously. Nothing feels like it goes to waste. This album really felt like I tuned in to what inspires me, recent happenings and from my childhood in particular. Every track really felt like an appreciation of the things that have made me who I am today. The way a sour note on a guitar chord somehow ended up making the loop remind me of the soundtrack to the movie Coraline, or how another loop started giving me the same feelings and imagery as walking through the South Pasadena tunnels (that were covered in vines and surrounded by trees when exposed in certain areas) with my pals as teenagers many years ago, or when my friends and I would wake up early after hanging out late that night, and take an early morning drive into the Angeles National Forest and listen to Bryter Layter by Nick Drake. Just magical moments and media from my life. Stuff like that was coming up a lot and really inspiring during the making of this album. I’m really happy that I got to translate those moments of my life into this music! Also, as for the long list of inspiration and special thanks, I was inspired by the inside CD booklet of Person Pitch by Panda Bear, he includes a very long list of his favorite artists and inspiration for the album. When I saw that, I thought that was awesome. I can’t stand gatekeeping.

    You’ve previously mentioned that this is the first release that you actually hope people listen to and hold in their hearts. What kind of life do you hope for this album to have once it’s out of your hands and in the world? Is it easy to let projects go?

    Yeah, I didn’t really mean that as in, like, that I didn’t care at all before or anything. It’s just with this album, I made it with the hope of bringing comfort to people, because the process and sounds were also bringing me so much comfort. I just really wanted to share this whole experience. I wanted to make something that I wanted to listen to, and for others to want to listen to as well. Which is actually a first for me, because I think before I was just making stuff because I had ideas that were more like “wouldn’t it be funny or cool if ___” and just making it just to make it. Which was still fun and fulfilling, but lately I’ve just wanted to focus on making things with more intention, to bring people comfort and connection. 

    This album was very easy to let go into the world. I can’t wait for it to be out. This album feels like a school project I remember making in the 1st grade, where I had to make a little diorama of a rainforest. I was so proud of it and excited to bring it to class the next day! This feels a lot like that rainforest diorama, in more ways than one.

    Every Wednesday, the ugly hug shares a playlist personally curated by an artist/band that we have been enjoying. This week, we are pairing our guest list with our feature of LA- based artist Alex Muñoz of favorite haunts.

    About the playlist, Alex shares;

    I put this playlist together, like I have a ritual of doing with every project I work on, as a way to stay inspired and focused when im not at home working on the project. This playlist consists of music that I’d been really enjoying at the time of making the album. Some of the music has been in my constant listening rotation for almost a decade. There are a couple tracks in particular that I wanted to mention:

    1. Ethio Invention #1 by Andrew Bird

    This piece came into my life after a long night of hanging out, driving around los angeles with my friends in maybe 2018(?). We were on our way to our friend’s place to crash for the night, and my friend Nate played this song on the aux, and I was absolutely floored. The combination of being deliriously tired after a long fun day and driving through the hills of Los Feliz in LA, overlooking the city below, clad in flickering lights…was the perfect moment. That moment still continues to inspire my art.

    This track basically inspired the whole album. Starting with the pizzicato style plucking of the strings of his violin, a sound that i’m obsessed with, to being able to hear him clicking his loop pedal in the recording. The track eventually gets so dense with loops and effects layered on themselves that it turns into ambience. A perfect piece of music.

    2. Miracle by Jurassic Shark

    Jshark was a local band from my hometown that had a huge impact on me. They lived more or less down the street from me. They were my first diy show. They are the reason I started making music, recording, and playing shows, etc. They had something really special and unique that set them apart from the surfy so-cal bands at the time. Their songs were beautiful and everytime they played, they filled the room with reverb, energy, colors, and sparks. They also sometimes used to play with stacks of books on their amps, and patterned fabric on their amp faces which was funny and awesome to me. Truly a magical band!

    Listen to Alex’s playlist here;

    Floral Pedal is out everywhere now!

    Written by Shea Roney | Featured Photos Courtesy of Favorite Haunts

  • First Rodeo Crank the Volume on New Single “Nothing” | A Deep Dive

    April 15th, 2025

    First Rodeo, the collaborative songwriting project of Tim Howe (Vista House, The Great American Commute) and Nathan Tucker (Strange Ranger, Cool Original, Pontiac Flare), return today with a brand new single called “Nothing”. This track is the first piece of new music from the duo since their previous self-titled LP back in 2022, and also the first glimpse at what they have been working on in that time as they also announce their sophomore LP titled Rode Hard and Put Away Wet, out May 16th via Bud Tapes.

    Breaking away from the alt-country-fueled blaze that was their first record, “Nothing” is a drum looped escapade into the tricks attuned by years of collaboration from the well-versed duo. With Howe based in Portland, OR and Tucker in Philly, the songs that make up Rode Hard and Put Away Wet were workshopped through months of sending ideas back and forth through the internet. From the gates, there is a fitted extravagance that lives within the two-chord progression, as Tucker and Howe flip-flop on lengthy and rhythmic verses, playing into that inflection of spoken verse that riddled 90’s rock radio and nostalgic sonic remedies. As the chorus finds the grove, alleviating the rhythmic verses with a ruthlessly catchy melody and a wall of large guitars and a harmonica-ladened atmosphere, “Nothing” makes an unexpected outlier in the preconceived notions of their style, yet acts as a marker of the jovial comradery that occurs when making music that is just flat out fun.

    We recently got to ask Tucker and Howe a few questions about “Nothing”, diving deep into the track and the collaboration that makes up First Rodeo.

    You described this song as an anomaly within your catalog, but now it is one of your favorites. What were your initial feelings as it began to come together? Any hesitations, or did it just feel right?

    TH: I think it’s safe to say Nathan and I were both hesitant throughout the process that a song like “Nothing” could work coming from us. In many ways it’s not only a departure from the rest of the album but also from our songwriting comfort zone. We were really nervous that we weren’t going to strike any kind of balance and the song would tip into a rap-rock zone that we weren’t comfortable with. What I love about this song is that I got to see it through with Nathan from gestation, which is rare, since we live on opposite sides of the country, but I saw Nathan come up with the first few chords, the melody, long before there were words, and then see it slowly develop. In that way, it felt like a microcosm of the band itself, in the way we both had an inkling of what we wanted this First Rodeo thing to be, and slowly got to put arms and legs and toes on it. 

    NT: Nearly six minutes is also just sort of long for a pop song built around a four second drum loop. That was always the vision but I was worried it would get boring if we weren’t careful with the production. I think when Tim added the acoustic guitar part that happens during the refrain I was like, “OK, we can do a lot of different things with this one basic idea.” 

    The concept of radio rock plays such a crucial role in a lot of people’s memories and relationship to music. What sort of aspects of this idea did you want to embrace on “Nothing”? Were there any specific memories you were pulling from to achieve this sound? 

    NT: To be honest that wasn’t really the inspiration for the song, just kind of where it happened to end up. The initial germ of the idea was just the two-chord loop that starts the song and the basic vocal pattern that in my mind was lifted from Isaac Brock or something. But then as the recording started coming together, I realized it was as much Third Eye Blind—or even like LFO or something—as it was anything else. I also just can never resist a big chorus. 

    TH: The hook feels so quintessentially radio rock to me. I’m always impressed when someone can take a simple phrase that maybe you’ve heard a hundred times in numerous contexts and reorient the listener’s understanding of that phrase. That’s what makes this one feel so big and “radio-y” to me, just the way our verses are long and wordy and specific and the chorus opens up to this arena for everyone. 

    Working with a country’s worth of distance, how has your relationship as creatives changed since your debut LP? Especially playing together for over a decade now, were there any sort of things were you bringing out of each other or pushing for on this record?

    TH: What I really appreciate about Nathan is how he goes in with a ton of vision. I think we both do this to varying degrees; with First Rodeo we’ve been ruminating on how the sound should change album to album since we started passing demos back and forth. Nathan has always had a pretty specific understanding of what this second album should sound like. The first album was a bit more straight-forward alt-country, this one is a bit more chopped and dismantled, a bit more solemn and vast. When it became clear we were going to be making a lot of this one happen cross-country, we wanted to be able to hear the distance in each song.

    NT: It’s funny, I think for a lot of people the challenges of doing a cross country band would be a reason to say, “the stakes are low, we can just mess around.” Unfortunately I’m an annoying try-hard and I like to have a plan. Doesn’t mean you have to stick to it—and in some ways the plan on this one involved a lot of recording ten things and deleting 9—but I wanted to see what we could make by at least setting out to explore a more focused sonic and emotional palette.

    You can listen to “Nothing” out everywhere now. Preorder Rode Hard and Put Away Wet as well as a cassette tape out May 16th via Bud Tapes.

    Written by Shea Roney | Featured Photo by Sam Wenc

  • Salt Chunk Mary Shares Do You Feel Warm? | Debut Profile

    April 14th, 2025

    Salt Chunk Mary is the moniker of Asheville-based artist Leslie Buddy, who has recently shared with us their debut EP under the project called Do You Feel Warm? As part of several other local bands such as Star Anise and Tanner York Band, Buddy’s sonic curation on this EP builds off of that roughly edged sound that has put the Asheville scene on the map the past few years, yet finds its own path defined by the curiosity and explorative nature of the young artist. 

    On the surface, Do You Feel Warm? is a textured environment, as Buddy makes sure not to corner any ideas that may slip out through its brief, yet inquiring existence. Giving space to the creepy crawlies that fester in this type of engaging and freaky-folk laments, Salt Chunk Mary lays the groundwork for more to come in the near future. 

    We recently asked Salt Chunk mary a few questions about their debut EP Do You Feel Warm?

    You are pretty involved within the Asheville scene, playing in other local projects like Star Anise. What sort of things did you take or were inspired by from your surroundings that you brought into writing and recording these songs, whether consciously or subconsciously after the fact?

    The writing and recording occurred during two very different times in my life, which I think had a really interesting impact on the final sound of the project. Most of the songs were originally written when I was a teenager, prior to my current level of engagement with the scene, so they don’t have much direct influence from any other local acts. I was listening to a lot of Black Country, New Road at the time, and Isaac Wood’s lyrics on their second album in particular informed a lot of my early songwriting. It wasn’t really until I became involved with the DIY scene that I was inspired by my peers to record the songs to be released. The recording happened much more recently, and I found myself drawing inspiration from more local acts, most notably Sayurblaires from Charlotte (now Motocrossed) with her noisy, digital soundscapes. Aside from direct musical influences, the geography and nature of WNC is always a persistent beacon of inspiration for me.

    This EP takes on different soundscapes, environments and sonic fixations in such a brief amount of time. What was the initial vision with these recordings and did you develop or find your sound within the process? 

    The final sound is definitely a combination of an initial vision and a process of experimentation. At the time of recording and producing (and still to this day), my biggest musical obsession was The Microphones, so in the spirit of Phil Eleverum, I wanted to find the sound through an explorative process with whatever supplies I had access to. The original arrangements/demos were recorded on my Korg D8, with a PO-33 for drums and I was really satisfied with the sound of those demos. Some of the takes from those demos actually made it onto the final product, most notably the drum machine part in ‘The Stitch’. I would also attribute the sound of the project to my wonderful friends Max and Oliver (The Weights), the duo who produced, mixed and mastered the project. We spent a lot of time in Oliver’s basement just micing random things and running them through effects to find interesting sounds. Many of the electronics across the EP are also sampled from an hour-long improvised session running a broken Omnichord through a bunch of guitar pedals. The sound was found in the process because it was my intention to do so. 

    There are a lot of references in your lyrics towards how fragile whatever it is that is holding relationships together can be. Was there a thematic throughline that connects these songs? What sort of stories or feelings did you want to get across?

    I prefer to let the lyrics speak for themselves, but I will at least say I sort of see the project as a series of snapshots of the dynamics of relationships/friendships from varying perspectives, and ending with the question “do you feel warm?” ties all of those components up. I think it is something really important to ask yourself out of self respect. To reflect upon your connection with someone, identify what it is made of, what keeps it intact, and what the implications of that are for both of you. Most of the time I am writing a song, there is really no telling what the subject matter will be. It just becomes whatever it becomes, so I’m pleasantly surprised with how concise the project ended up being.

    I am curious about your fascination with insects and their very nature on this earth. Does this carry over into any creative aspects of your life?

    Growing up, my older brother was an aspiring entomologist, so I have been learning a lot about insects for about as long as I can remember. I suppose he passed the fascination on to me. I have always been amazed with the various ways in which different organisms interface with their environment, and when songwriting, I often find myself drawing parallels between those interactions and how humans interact/connect with each other. Beyond lyrics, I often return to insects to inspire visual art and even instrumental arrangement. To me, they are so strange, angular, diverse, almost robotic or alien, yet simultaneously very organic in a familiar and comforting way. These are all things I seek to achieve in my sound.

    When you released this EP you said you were already looking to move onto the next project. What can we see coming from Salt Chunk Mary in the future? 

    These songs were written a long time ago, and I’ve creatively evolved a lot in that time. I have a lot of ideas in development which will most likely come together on a full length album within the next couple of years. As for what to expect, my sound is starting to split off into two directions. Some of my songwriting is gravitating away from my usual ‘dark’ or ‘sad’ tone and toward lighter themes and pop sensibilities. For example, one of my favorite newer songs is about one of my sister’s stuffed animals and another is just about how awesome it feels to go outside. These songs are very simple and traditional in structure. On the other hand, I’m also continuing to explore darker tones, especially through long, multi-phased compositions inspired a lot by post-hardcore bands like Sprain. My goal for the album is to effectively fuse these two very different creative directions.

    You can listen to Do You Feel Warm? out everywhere now.

    Written by Shea Roney

  • Buff Ginger Dredge Up Beauty Through Destruction in “i found a bug” | Interview

    April 11th, 2025

    At one point in our conversation, Ry Minter informs me that “bugs are up right now”. Though the city’s recent teasings of spring have offered optimal conditions for a pest soiree, what Ry is referring to has less to do with the minor ant situation in my kitchen than it does a cutesy caterpillar on the cootie catcher tape currently dwelling in my cart on Bandcamp. From the quirky computer generated creature on the cover of “This is Real” to (T-T)b’s “Bug on the Ceiling” (and I supposed if we want to expand the conversation to insects there is that harrowing final track on the new Dutch Interior record titled “Beekeeping”), the infestation is a major win for eccentric music enthusiasts everywhere. Bugs are up, and today, so is Buff Ginger, with the release of disorienting and delightfully eerie new single, “i found a bug”.

    Ry has been making music as Buff Ginger since 2021, although transforming her high school guitar hobby into the dopamine hit of crunchy, glitched out textures and dizzying melodies that the project boasts now was a bit of a learning curve. “I wrote this EP in 2021 that’s now gone from most platforms. When I hear it now I just hear weird indie rock,” Ry tells me of Buff Ginger’s earlier years. “After that I switched from GarageBand to Ableton, and I just learned a lot more about music production. I got a tape machine and a tascam and I also just bought more pedals. It took like a year and a half to obtain a lot of equipment and knowledge. New Jokes was the first thing I released where I was like, this is how it’s supposed to be, this is how it’s supposed to sound.” 

    “i found a bug” both merits this badge of “how it’s supposed to sound” and severs Buff Ginger from a specific sonic niche. While it trades the animated and jaunty nature of New Jokes for a smoothed over, melancholic feel, its delicacy does not come at a cost to intensity.  The track paints an elaborate narrative, commencing with the line “i found a bug” over crisp acoustic chords, though the storyline grows increasingly unsettling as the surrounding soundscapes thicken, eventually blending hazy layers and Ry’s vocals into one. “I was harboring a lot of anger at something, and it just came out through that bug”, she tells me. Although the buildup in “i found a bug” presents as more subtle than the immediate potency of “Punchline” or “Giant Steps 2”, it fosters an equally chest-tightening, hair raising experience, rooted in the tangible emotion and distorted streams of enigmatic lyricism that Buff Ginger maneuvers so well. 

    We recently got to sit down with Ry to discuss Instagram Reels rabbit holes, playing to a still room and the inspiration behind “i found a bug”. 

    Manon: You mentioned this single is a bit different than your past music. What sort of sound were you going for, and what inspired it? 

    Ry: This one was interesting because it started off as one really clean track with a lot more acoustic guitar and I tried to do a lot of destructive editing to it, basically just reversing and pitching and kind of destroying a lot of the recordings I had, just compressing the whole thing through the task cam. I just had a lot of fun with it. I was listening to a lot of “Waltz #1” by Elliot Smith, which is kind of an interesting pick, but I really wanted to make a song that was eerie and heavy but also pretty and light at the same time. Then it turned out nothing like that, and now it’s just kind of the way it is. 

    Manon: I feel like you did nail that heavy but also light and pretty thing. I think the single is super heavy, not in a harsh way but in a, “I can feel this in my chest” way.  

    Ry: That’s definitely what I was going for, that chest feeling. Because mine does that all the time, so it’s kind of like I’m sharing it with people

    Manon: Tell me about this bug 

    Ry:  I think I just wrote the first two phrases of the song in the lyrics and I was like “oh, this is kind of kitschy”, and thought maybe I’ll rewrite it, then it turned into this really elaborate thread. I think I was harboring a lot of anger at something, and it just came out through that bug, through me finding a bug and killing the bug and being really sad about it, which is sort of the thesis of the song. 

    Manon: I like how elaborate it gets, I think it fits the pacing and feel of the song. What’s the sample you use at the beginning? 

    Ry: I was really hoping you were going to ask this question

    Manon: Of course 

    Ry: Do you ever get really bad music on Instagram Reels ever? Like do you ever go down that rabbit hole? 

    Manon: Yes but I feel like, not enough. I mostly see the really good, “bad” stuff when someone else sends it to me

    Ry: That’s good. I’ve gone way too deep and it’s just all I get now and then a lot of them started being Star Seed related. It’s people who think that their soul is from an alien, but their body is a vessel from space and there are a bunch of different types. It’s basically zodiac signs for people who are like, “this is not enough. I need more”. 

    I was really interested in what the whole community was like, so I went down this big rabbit hole one night, just researching and I found this semi adjacent thing, it’s this guy from the 80’s who’s a prophet for this entity called Kryon. He still does sermons every Wednesday but if you go to their old website that was made in the early 2000’s, don’t know if the correct term would be sermon, but basically every talk that he’s given where they all prey and summon Kryon and stuff is compiled into free to download MP3s. It’s just this huge archive of every talk he’s given, I think it goes back to 2002, all the way up to 2025. So if you’re looking for some guy talking about something really intensely, or something that has semi religious cult-y undertones, that’s the perfect place to go because it’s all just free, and you won’t get a virus… I think. I don’t think I have a virus from downloading any of it…I hope not. 

    Manon: How long did it take for you to find the one you ended up using? 

    Ry: Longer than I anticipated. I was listening to a lot of them and a lot of what he was saying either didn’t fit what I was going for or some of it was… problematic. So it was a lot of digging, I downloaded two and listened all the way through and when I heard the “I’m hearing you, plead with me”, I was like okay thats the one, that’s perfect because it can kind of crescendo into a very intense feel. Sometimes it’s fun to just dig, once you start looking for samples, it never feels like enough. Like “oh this one has too many views”, or “people will already know what this one is”. You have to get niche, and I think I went too far but I guess something came out of it. 

    Manon: Have you played the single live yet? 

    Ry: I was supposed to, and then I ended up getting sick before the terraplana show which was really sad because I love them, they’re so good. So we haven’t yet but I’m excited to, I think I’m going to use an acoustic electric for it. 

    Manon: Do you have a favorite show you’ve ever played? 

    Ry: It’s still crazy that I played this show because it was at a time when, personally, I don’t think the music was that great. We played with Full Body II at Trans Pecos, it was an oversold show so it was super hectic but really fun. There was another one recently that was really good, I have a hard time remembering because I have such bad stage fright, so I usually kind of black the whole thing out and then I wake up and I’m like, I hope that was good. I think the Glare show at Market Hotel was really fun. Also the birthday show was super special, just because it was snowing outside and it was all my friends and favorite musicians playing, and then everyone had a snowball fight afterwards. I think that one actually might be my favorite show ever, not just because I put it together, but because it was a very whimsical and magical time. 

    Manon: Yeah hard to compete with a post show snowball fight, that’s so special. Also, you mentioned you get bad stage fright? 

    Ry: Yeah, you would think eventually after doing it so many times it would eventually go away… well it hasn’t. It’s still there. But I just kinda muscle through it a lot of the time, which with a lot of things isn’t the healthiest thing to do, but playing a show is really fulfilling and always turns out to be super fun after, as long as you’re not too critical of yourself, and it feels really good when people enjoy the music. Even if the people aren’t enjoying the music, we have played to a still room many times and it’s kind of fun because if everyone is completely still it makes you want to do more. 

    Manon: Like a dare 

    Ry: Yeah, and it’s fun because in a way it kind of makes you angry, and then the anger fuels the performance. I remember there was one time, our second or third show we played at Berlin with this old head punk band and there were like forty to fifty 60-year-old punks from the East Village just standing around in the room. We played last, and the band everyone was there for went right before our set, so it was just like two old punk heads and then my parents and I was just rolling around on the floor for no reason. Like there’s not a song where I needed to be doing all of that. 

    Manon: I mean sounds like perfect time to practice your rolling

    Ry: It was. I got really dirty, it was a good time. 

    Manon: I know you said there was some Elliot Smith inspiration for “i found a bug”, but what would you say are your favorite artists or general music inspirations lately? 

    Ry: That’s so hard, I feel like it changes a lot. Recently a lot of my friends have been really inspiring me, like Crate and Shower Curtain. They have been doing super cool stuff and the demos that I’ve heard from both of them are really, really good. So I think that they’re a main, not direct source of inspiration, but they make me want to make better music you know, keep moving.

    You can listen to “i found a bug” out everywhere now!

    Written by Manon Bushong | Feature Photo Courtesy of Buff Ginger

  • Finnish Postcard Carve Out Their Own Path on Debut Album ‘Body’ | Interview

    April 10th, 2025

    In the most fulfilling sense of the meaning, Trey Shilts and Leo Dolan found each other. And since then, fronting the LA-based co-collaborative project Finnish Postcard, Dolan and Shilts have created a space that is entirely of their own. Having been part of several other bands and established solo projects through the years, as well as taking inspiration from the extensive LA underground, surrounding themselves with a calvary of creatives, Finnish Postcard has become a force of understanding towards where they are at in life, both creatively and personally.

    As of today, Finnish Postcard is sharing with us their highly anticipated debut album titled Body, released via I’m Into Life Records. These songs don’t represent moments that just pass by, but were released already having been lived in. The album as a whole, connected through textured layers, developed grooves, delicate melodies and colorful spouts of experimentation, each track wholeheartedly animates the tiny yet tricky grievances of growing up, where feelings of comfort, love, anxiety and loss become so familiar with each listen, as if they are our own stories we are listening to.

    We recently got to catch up with Finnish Postcard to discuss the new record, how the project began, redefining what makes an American band and the Finnish Postcard video game. 

    Photo by Colin Treidler

    This interview has been edited for length and clarity

    Shea Roney: We’re approaching the eve of your debut LP! How are you guys feeling about it all?

    TS: I’m really glad that it’s coming out so soon after we finished it. That’s one of the perks of working with a tape label like I’m Into Life. You see people putting out records two years after they finish them, and they’re kind of like, ‘I don’t really care about this anymore’. So I’m really excited for it to come out.

    LD: That’s something I like about not being embroiled in the industry, even though that is something I would want at the end of the day, I like to have less mediation between when we make the music and when we put it out, and it felt important to to put it out so soon. I feel like we’re both kind of still in the weird no man’s land, where the album’s announced, but it’s not out, and there’s so much work left. This just took up such a giant chunk of my brain for so long, and I feel like I’m at a place now where the release is less painful and less stressful and more just a fun thing. 

    SR: I can imagine that there’s gotta be so much momentum that you feel going from the recording process to releasing it. Were releases something you were often nervous about before?

    TS: I think there was just a learning curve, and figuring out how we wanted to do it our way.

    LD: We’ve both put out a lot of music across a lot of different types of bands before we started Finnish Postcard, and releases would always just kind of expose you. It’s like the music that you make can be perfect in your head until it’s out.

    TS: There’s just so many weird things about how music works right now, and how the industry has developed recently, where I kind of feel like we’re inventing it for ourselves, you know, how we would want to put something out. We wanted to honor the songs and not just have it be a post on the story. We wanted it to be special.

    LD: Because it feels special to us.

    TS: And I think we’ve figured out how to do that for us. The rollout of this album to me so far really feels very particular to us, and very right for the album.

    LD: This band doesn’t feel like the other bands I was in before, or even my solo project. It does feel more special, and I just like what we do more, too. So it’s just a balance between accepting that you have to have a certain level of detachment because it’s art, and once it’s out, people are going to be forming their own relationships with it. And it’s not something you could control, but also, how do I put this thing out in a way that feels like I gave it enough respect in my life?

    SR: The ethos of this record, and really this band in general, gives a nod to the fact that you two found each other. As this project was beginning, what did you two see in each other when you met and how have you progressed that into the music that you now make together?

    LD: I saw a lot in Trey, especially in his general approach to music. We met in a really awesome way where he was playing a set of solo instrumental loop based music at an art gallery, and I was there and watched him for a long time. I approached him afterwards, and basically my ulterior motive was to get him to make music with me [laughs].

    TS: Leo asked me to talk about a record I had just put out with my solo project on his radio show on KXLU. I went over to his house and we did a pretape of that, and then we just kind of chilled and jammed. Literally within 2 months of meeting we moved in together.

    LD: I think what I saw in Trey was that he had his sights set a lot bigger, and he was just willing to really put in a lot of work. Which is how I felt, too.

    TS: There’s kind of a difference between people that want to be in a band because it’s fun to be in a band, and then people who have just different intentions. You have to be down to do a lot of the really unfun stuff, like booking shows and practicing and making sure that the songs are really right, giving everything enough time and attention. I just found myself in bands where it just didn’t feel right, and I think Leo and I have a really similar musical kinship and a similar vision, and are both really just willing to see this through. 

    LD: There’s a difference between people who want to be in a band, and people who have to be in a band. There’s nothing wrong with wanting to be in a band. If you want to be in a band, you should. But that’s not how it felt. That’s never how it felt for me.

    SR: With this musical kinship that you two have garnered, in what ways did you challenge or push each other when it came to your songwriting? 

    LD: We both exposed each other to a lot of new music. I was locked into writing in a certain type of way that I felt was reaching the end.

    TS: I think we helped each other meet in the middle in a place that we were happier with than where we started. It was less of a process of challenging really, and more of a process of turning each other on to shit, and being like, ‘we should make stuff that sounds like that,’ and discovering a new space in music to inhabit than what we did before.

    SR: Did you guys kind of subconsciously know you’d be happier in this middle than where you were previously at or was it something that you had to figure out and work towards?

    TS: I don’t feel like there was really any resistance from me. I was just like, ‘thank God. With this guy, we can get somewhere interesting’.

    LD: When we met, I was at the end of a couple different energy cycles in my life where I felt like I had kind of exhausted all the ground I’d covered with my solo music.

    TS: It was a weird time for me, too. I had this long term girlfriend that I had lived with for years, and we had decided we’re going to break up, and I was going to move out. Then there was a month where I was needing to find a different job and a place, and in that month of transition is when we met. That relationship was time to build something new. It also just so happened to coincide with meeting all these bands and friends that are making music in LA. I feel like it’s the right time for this album to come out, when our colleague’s bands are making really cool shit that I love. I feel like we kind of fit into that picture in some way.

    SR: One thing that I was intrigued by on this album was that you made an effort to not filter anything out. Can you explain to me what that process looked like, what it meant to you and how did that push the way you approached this album, both musically and personally? 

    TS: To me what that means is that there were no moments where we thought that we should take something out because it’s not cool or that we probably shouldn’t go there. The album, as it exists, is exactly what we meant to say and how it was supposed to come out, and I want whoever listens to it to know that, because there might be moments on it where you’re like, ‘were they going for this, but fell short?’ No, just trust us that this is exactly what we were going for.

    SR: Was that easy for you guys, to just allow stuff to happen? Or was there a lot of hesitation that you had to combat in that process?

    LD: It’s not that it’s not easy, but I think it takes a while. Sometimes you have to sit with a decision for months. There were a lot of different approaches, like a lot of discarded pieces of music that went into this. When we were working on this album, it was not a super good period of my life. I was dealing with an injury, I was unemployed, and in a general malaise. So it didn’t feel like I had an incredible story behind this album, but more I was starting to grapple with parts of adulthood I hadn’t yet, and I feel like the album reflects that. It’s not like a dangerous album that came out of a period of living on the edge. The things that were reflected in this album, for me, felt very real and multidimensional, like the aspects of being an adult that are not always glamorous to talk about. 

    TS: Yeah, there’s no filter between what was going on and what is on the record. It was really earnest and honest.

    SR: Embracing the unfiltered stuff, did that in a way push you to understand your own grievances with adulthood? Like, if I can accept this on the record, then I can be able to accept this in my personal life or something?

    TS: I mean the answer is yes for me. I really think about my brain a lot, and what my story is and where I’m at. It’s an always turning thing and then it doesn’t get me anywhere. Then I write a song about something and then I can move on, then I’m released from whatever the thing was that I needed to get out of. Writing this music, and talking about lyrics with each other, I mean, it helped me a lot to geolocate where I am emotionally on my journey.

    LD: It’s funny, because you listen to music that I was making, you know, 8 years ago, and in a lot of ways, it sounded more autobiographical because I was writing about a lot of real world things that happened — therefore you might think it was more honest, like I’m talking about things in this very matter of fact, tactile way. I look back and I see ways that I was hiding even in there, even though it was storytelling, which is not a bad thing, music is storytelling. But I feel like with Finnish Postcard stuff, it’s a way more impressionistic approach. The lyrics, if you see them written out actually make a lot less sense, but it’s been a process of trying to hide less and make myself into something that I’m not less.

    SR: How do you think that helps put yourself out there more by embracing this style?

    LD: You gotta let the light into the dark parts of you. If you admit you got a problem with something, that’s the first step to getting better.

    TS: There’s an element of this band that is us creating this little bubble of safety together. Not even safety only, but taste —this is cool, this is lame, this sphere that we invented. And inside of that we are so free. Sometimes the truer thing, the truer lyric is the one that makes way less sense and is incomprehensible. But you hear it, and it makes the kind of sense that only songs really can. 

    LD: Writing music is not like writing poetry or prose. It’s a totally different thing that can’t be compared. There’s a lot of ways in which emotion and meaning is conveyed through music that are completely unique. I think you can’t really look at someone’s lyrics printed out and get the full picture. Once I started to realize that myself, I feel like that’s when I started writing Finnish Postcard songs.

    SR: Also, considering the experience of playing off of each other and incorporating everything that goes into a song can really open that door too I can imagine.

    LD: It’s cool to have the license to write half a song and then see what Trey has to say about it. I can totally not finish this song and just let it be for a sec.

    TS: There’s also this element of collaborating that’s honestly hard for people to understand that a band has two people, and they’re both the main person. Like, ‘it’s your band Trey, right?’ And I’m like, ‘no’. And people think it’s Leo’s band. It’s a deeply, deeply collaborative project. But it’s hard to, I think growing up under capitalism in the United States specifically, it’s really hard to not approach something collaborative with fear and to feel threatened or like you’re not getting enough of something. There was a lot of unlearning that we’ve fostered, creating an environment where I feel like I can be open and collaborative in a way that I just haven’t ever been in any other project.

    SR: You’ve also described this album as an ode to the rock shows and pseudo venues you experienced growing up. What kind of memories or feelings did you hold on to from those shows that you wanted to implement into this album?

    LD: When shows are good, especially in hard periods of my life, I would just get this incredible feeling of being like, ‘oh, my God! These people are like me.’ When I moved to LA, I was really lost and confused generally, and went to some shows and was like, ‘these are the people that I hang out with. And maybe the reason I feel so fucking weird right now is because I haven’t hung out with people like me in four months. I feel like that travels over to Finnish Postcard, too. I can be myself in this setting.

    TS: We owe so much, and really exist in a way that is in reverence to the lineage of DIY music. I remember going to this venue in my hometown that was a brunch spot where some guy would throw shows there sometimes. I grew up in a really small town, so me and the three or four other alt-kids would be there, and I just remember thinking that this is a place where difference is celebrated and you can really be yourself, and the more yourself you are, the better. It was just so different from what you’re programmed with at school or work. 

    SR: I just experienced that same conversation when a friend from Denmark was visiting Chicago. We went to see Squirrel Flower play in this haunted, abandoned theater space, and my friend was amazed at how much difference was celebrated in these spaces. She said she has only experienced that feeling in American communities. 

    TS: That is really cool! That’s something that we kind of contend with, because we’re a deeply American band, and that’s been something that we’ve always really cherished. But obviously, that’s always been really complicated. The lineage of DIY music in the United States is something that I really look to with a lot of reverence, and we both come from a background in college radio, which I think is more of what we mean sometimes when we say American.

    LD: I didn’t really know what DIY meant in music until I was like 24, but I’ve been having shows since I was like 14. Because I grew up in Oregon, and there is no semblance of any sort of music industry there, there’s no upward mobility to be a musician. So, we’ve had a lot of shows at all sorts of places, ranging from decrepit houses to jazz bars. I played in a laundromat once. It’s hard to even say that that’s what I wanted to do, because that’s just what you did and what was happening. There weren’t a lot of paths in front of me, so it’s very comforting to know that people all over are just doing shit because ain’t no one else gonna do it for you, so you gotta do it yourself. Also let the record show that we are huge Squirrel Flower fans. 

    Finnish Postcard Video Game

    SR: Speaking of doing it yourself, you guys released the first ever Finnish Postcard video game. What was the idea behind it and what was that process like? 

    TS: I had these childhood experiences exploring polygonal forests and stuff. Something about that style just feels very emotional to me— the N64 one era graphics, that just feels really meaningful to me. And I’ve been seeing it reflected a lot in the extended universe of our peers, that low poly style of artwork, and I just wanted to participate in it in one way, like once, and just do it in a big way. 

    LD: And Trey coded that whole game. You didn’t use a template, right?

    TS: No, it took a long time [laughs]. I had to learn how to use Blender and GitHub. Talk about DIY, my code looks so crazy and sloppy. 

    LD: We should release the code. 

    TS: I already did, it is on open source. But I didn’t want to do it in some way that’s just 3D artwork for a song or something. I really wanted something super different. Also as a kid, there was a game that the Gorillaz put online where you would drive around in a jeep on an empty highway as the Gorillaz, and I just remember connecting with it so much. There’s an element to it also that’s almost nostalgic in a way, but there’s this quote in it, if you go deep enough, from Brian Eno about how we always love the thing about old technology that we hated it for when it wasn’t old. So the noise of cassette tapes, or the digital glitchiness of CDs. He has this quote that he’s like, ‘as soon as we can avoid it, we want to replicate it’. Our music is not nostalgic, and I don’t want anybody to get the idea that it is. I included that as a nod to the fact that I just really wanted to have this experience.

    You can listen to Body out everywhere today as well as snag a copy on cassette or CD via I’m Into Life Records. There is also a small run of hand-bound books containing lyrics and writings on the album put together by Adam Weddle that will be for sale this Saturday at their album release show. Finnish Postcard will soon depart for a short tour going up California to the Pacific Northwest.

    Written by Shea Roney | Featured Photo by Colin Treidler

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