Written by Pat Pilch | Featured Photo by Kim Christoffell
Chicago by Rochester project Cusp might be the newbies in town, but they’ve begun to call the Windy City home. After COVID and life changes split the group back in 2022, the band quickly picked up gigging in the Chicago scene, adding two new members along the way. Their latest record What I Want Doesn’t Want Me Back is a sharp, guitar-driven collection of songs that shed light on life’s ostensibly dullest mundanities.
Leading up to Ugly Trash Fest benefitting OCAD at The Empty Bottle on Sunday December 7, both Ugly Hug and Post-Trash are running feature interviews with all four acts. Post-Trash’s Pat Pilch chats with Ugly Trash headliners Cusp about settling into Chicago, becoming a leader in the scene, and why you should never quit piano.
You were in Rochester, New York before coming to Chicago. Some old Cusp members split to Philly as Full Body 2, and then the rest of y’all came here, is that right?
Yeah, I was like probably four or five years from this point. 2022 is when we moved.
What sparked that decision?
Man, COVID played a big part in it. The Rochester scene was so vibrant, it still is. It’s definitely built back, but at the time COVID was at its peak, the independent venues and the DIY scene was sort of obliterated, plus COVID had upended a place in our lives, work-wise. Our bassist had run a small business that went under because of COVID.
We were young and we were pretty optimistic that we would get to be in a band again, but “where?” was the question. Gaelen had gone to school in Chicago, so he was familiar with the city, and it was a great decision. We’d been thinking about Philly too. I think every DIY band thinks of Philly at least once. I’ve been, and I had visited Chicago too.
Cool. What were you guys doing when you visited, like where’d you hang out?
We were in Logan, which is where we are now. I love the feeling of being in a quiet place in a loud place. I like that I can be in my apartment and it’s nighttime and it’s quiet. I also like having the knowledge that I’m surrounded by millions of people. I guess it depends where you go, but I think that’s tougher in New York to feel a sense of privacy or isolation. I guess it depends where you go.
Your lyrics are very self-aware. When did you start understanding the fact that you were becoming more of a leader within music? Has it affected how you’ve approached creativity?
I really don’t feel like a leader all too often and it’s only apparent when other people express that. It may feel that way to an observer now that I start thinking about it. We’ve grown in scale and in general interest since we started, which I think is what any band would hope for. If I look back on it, I can see that progression, but if I’m in the moment, I still always feel like a follower, even if I’m becoming sort of a leader to somebody else who’s in the beginning of their career.
But that has still impacted my songwriting because it’s still just a theme that is top of mind and it’s something I’m still writing about for this third record that we’re working on now. I think it’s more of a personality thing than it is a music thing, unless I have a revelation in my 30s that lets me be a true leader.
How did the band become a quintet and how have you established your roots here?
I started working for Reverb the first week we moved. When that job started that’s how I met Tommy and Tessa, they’re co-workers.
At Reverb we do this thing at work during company meetings where they play a person who works at the company’s band at the beginning of the meeting. Obviously, you can imagine there’s a lot of musicians that work at Reverb. Tommy heard one of our songs and hit me up in Slack and was like, “oh my god, that was crazy.” And I was like, “okay, you’re the drummer now.”
Tessa is also someone who I became friends with through work and I was a fan of her own original music. She’s a really talented pianist. Piano is actually my main instrument and I’ve been writing more and more keys and piano into the music. I was like, “okay, we need someone to fill that space,” and she was the choice.
Sweet. Did you play piano growing up?
Yeah, that was my first thing. My parents got me into piano super young. I was intensely into it for a lot of my childhood and my teenage years. Then I kind of rebelled against it in my teen years, and I should have just stuck with it. It’s very helpful for writing, and to be proficient on an instrument is a very good feeling. I don’t really feel that with guitar or even piano anymore. If anyone’s reading this, stick with your instrument or tell your cousin who’s like 10 to keep playing.
What are your favorite parts about Chicago? What are your favorite parts about the music scene? Just the city in general?
I’ve still so much to explore. You talked about self awareness, which I do think I have. And I think part of that is I’m a Chicago transplant. There’s so much that I have yet to see and explore.
But from what I have seen so far there’s a really great harmony of the amenities of transportation, access to great food and music and different types of people and their lives like that you don’t get in a mid to small sized city.
There’s a combination of that and pockets of quiet places and green spaces. The parks, the beach. For Matt and for me too, biking accessibility is really nice. It has elements of both a big city and a smaller city that check the boxes that appeal to me.
As far as the music scene goes, there was so much I was excited about before I even moved here. I listened to that first Moontype record. I was like, “Oh my god, I’m so excited to go to Chicago.” Melkbelly. There were so many bands that were already exciting to me before moving here. And the option to go out on any given night is awesome. You have so many venues or shows or things to do. And if you don’t want to, you don’t have to either.
What do you see in the Chicago scene that sets it apart from other places as far, the music scene and the DIY scene go and just like, kind of community?
From my experience, I find Chicago exciting in how accessible it feels. We came in and were the new kids. Our first show was at Cole’s and we played Golden Dagger, RIP. There’s such accessibility to an audience and to a room. I feel like I take it for granted now. In Rochester, there’s only so many spots to play shows, and a lot of them are gone now.
We felt so spoiled coming here. We already had an EP out, but we kind of walked in and were able to just do it. That feels rare. You can’t do that everywhere. And the people are nice too.
You can listen to What I Want Doesn’t Want Me Back out now as well as get it on vinyl via Exploding in Sound.

Grab your ticket to Ugly Trash Fest this Sunday at the Empty Bottle


